Motherfucker I Don’t Care
I just got the new Mushroomhead CD, “Savior Sorrow”… I really, really, really like it. It’s not as powerful and driven as they were before they switched singer people, but they are still amazing. The tone quality and harmony is beautiful. It makes me think there is hope for the future of music and that I’m not going into a dead end job where I would be stuck producing emo/screamo bands… That would be the death of me. I like how the name Savior Sorrow sounds like Save Your Sorrow. The CD is amazing and is a mandatory investment.
All Hope Is Gone by Slipknot is an amazing song… I heard it yesterday and I really hope that the rest of their new CD sounds like that. It’s like their old stuff, only not so raw. It’s beautiful in a metal sort of way. I can’t wait to see them in August; they are my number one favorite band even after Sub. Vs. 3. They just have something that no one can take and remake. If one person in that band left it wouldn’t be the same, the sound would be too different. They are my idols… yes I will admit I even admire Clown, which is my least favorite member (mainly for the whole Clown thing). If their style of music could be reproduced I’m sure there would be millions of bands trying to be Slipknot, but they have such a unique style that can’t be pulled off by any other band than them. People argue that point with me all the time, but I guarantee no one can do it like Slipknot… Any band that wants to try or that has, fails. I know they sound like an obsession to me, but they were my go to band, my gateway to metal band, my venting band, my serenity, the only thing I had in life to depend on fully. I knew they wouldn’t let me down, even if the rest of the world did. The first time I listened to a mixed CD of the Iowa and Slipknot albums I was hooked for life.
It’s crazy to think that it’s so easy to relate to bands and their songs and feel like they know you better than even your closest friends even though they’ve never met you and they probably never will. Music has always been my best friend, through the good and the bad, even when my real friends weren’t there for me, music was and it was the only thing at times that could truly reach me, even in the darkest moments in my life when nothing and no one else could. I want other people to feel that way too; I want to keep the real, pure music alive, the music that has depth to it that can be related to, instead of the shit that is taking over about smacking bitches and banging hos. I want other people to think of music as their best friend too and be able to fall back on it and surrender to it in their weakest moments when nothing else can save them or even reach them. In my opinion if their was a god, it would be music.
I spent the last couple days with my wonderful boyfriend… It was amazing, it just went by really fast :( and even though he just left about an hour ago, I miss him like crazy. It’s getting to the point where I can’t sleep well unless I fall asleep next to him, or am in the same house as he is. It’s amazing how we can spend all day in bed with each other and not get bored or anything, even if we aren’t having sex the whole time. I’m sure if we didn’t have jobs or anything else to attend to, we would never see the light of day, and we wouldn’t give a fuck either… I wouldn’t be surprised if we never left our bedroom either. Anyway I love him so much and even though it’s going to be hard sleeping with him cuz he snores n I tend to kick him a lot when he does I still cant wait to live with him.
Closure… Well I guess that’s all for now I’m going to go do some chores n shit n then watch a movie. By the way I saw Chuck n Larry this weekend too fuckin funny!
-{JoJo}-
